just a sec, want to see if I can find this video of a guy shooting himself that para dice kid? the one who shot himself after his gf got on the elevator and left? it can't beat the crazy video at ogrish.com where the guy gets his throat cut which one? the one where he gets his throat slit from behind? the one where he's already dead and they had to refilm it?? he's quite alive and the blood is gurgling as he tries to breathe ah yes the internet where else can you have a calm discussion about snuff films at 4 in the morning?