silmaril: what about jesus on the cross and he calls to peter and peter tries to approach and the roman guards prevent him with violence they blacken his eye and scuff him up pretty good and jesus calls him again peter. and peter cries "i'm coming lord" and throws himself at the guards who beat him roughly and break his arm at which point he whimpers off again jesus calls to peter peter... peter yells to christ "i am coming!" and he throws himself at the guards again putting up a vicious struggle but not laying a hand of violence on the guards finally they concent to let him pass and peter .. his broken arm.. badly bruised and slashed makes it before jesus and kneels and says "i am here father what is it that you want of me?" peter, i can see your house from here